Happy.

Bowling. Bowling. James and Tim are my friends. Ice cream. Music. Cake. Pizza. Tacos. Hot sauce. Blueberries. Strawberries. Chips. Mmmm mmmm. Good. Sauce is good. I like people who sing a song. Cookie favorite. Pizza. My friend. Tim and James. Friend. Happy Friend. Joy. Joy. Happy.

A found conversation

Everyone once in a while, a conversation is so beautiful, so fun, that the fingers of the listener are moved to record it. There are too many moments like this in Project Grow.
These recently found notes depict a brief slice of such a conversation.

Forrest: The first thing, I will not die alone.
Emese: I don’t want to die alone either.
F: I want to die with your self.
E: You just said you don’t want to die alone. What do you mean?
F: God is always, is always by my side.
E: How do you know?
F: Because my mom told me to (motions hands in a wave) to take my body and take my skin, my bones to ash and be reborn to a new you. Then I’ll be alive again.
E: Why doyou mean by a new you?
F: You know, It’s like a … When somebody dies, and they put you in a fiery grave and you turn into an ash, then there will be a bowl or something. Then you put the ashes in it.
E: How does that lead to rebirth?
F: Um. (bounces pencil on his forhead)

Starts are starting with Vigor!!!


strawberries. i cant eat hot stuff. Project Grove office, I was born and raised on a farm.. Like turnips and potatoes and growing beans and grapes and things like that… Pears apples, spinach, spinach.. They grow on the farm. Carrots, turnips, onions, that grows on a farm.. cantaloupe, coconut, and things like that cherries, beans, watermelon, cantaloupe and they grow on the farm.. and jam.. strawberries. what I love about the farm is born and raised on the farm cotton balls, bananas, turnips, green beans and tomatoes and cucumbers and things like that cauliflower. and that was about it…. did that help you out? and sweet potatoes. and pickles… oh, and turnips! Don’t forget the turnips!!

About Beef Jerky

Forrest: As you can see, it’s an animal.

Vitaliy: Meat. It’s meat.
Forrest: It tastes like horse shit. Nahhhhhhhhh! Just kidding.
Vitaliy: Just kidding!
Forrest: First you take a cow… fire him up. Chop it into strips. The inside… is all chewed up by me. It’s all meaty. Chewed up, by my teeth. … And sometimes … I put it in my milk.

Book of Spell. Part II. Forrest

the moon is high
sleep all day long
like a stars chilling out on the moon
and the planet
is a wonder full place to live

short shit is eating his way
like jay bow in a sky low funny
do
slow
mellow
shallow
willow
lay low
bottle
tell ow fell ow door low

the shadow still standing
tall like a stone before me and so long my happy
cry will howl at the moon
when the sun go down
into dark time it make me not happy
but the light shine upon my happy soul
you too will follow that path
it is time to go for that light
and you can talk to me
if you want to
and human soul will become the shine of you life
and all so be happy for all the time
we need the moment of my life

it is fine
my happy mine
will be the last
it is not the end of me
and all so i will

be back soon



A new friendship

the book of spell-Forrest Hellum Willits

the moon is high
sleep all day long
like a stars chilling out on the moon
and the planet
is a wonder full place to live

short shit is eating his way
like jay bow in a sky low funny
do
slow
mellow
shallow
willow
lay low
bottle
tell ow fell ow door low

the shadow still standing
tall like a stone before me and so long my happy
cry will howl at the moon
when the sun go down
into dark time it make me not happy
but the light shine upon my happy soul
you too will follow that path
it is time to go for that light
and you can talk to me
if you want to
and human soul will become the shine of you life
and all so be happy for all the time
we need the moment of my life

it is fine
my happy mine
will be the last
it is not the end of me
and all so i will

be back soon

Somewhere in My Mind by Forrest Hellum

Angels are watching us below.
Praise the lord.
There’s goodness in our hearts.
I’m feeling glad I’ve got sunshine.
Drum city and bass.
Rainforest.
Let’s play some music.
VistaPrint.
Too much space.
You make me crazy.
I’ll be you.
Come on now.
Bless your soul.
Just like you.
Just like fun.
Freaky stuff now.
Hello my friend.
Take me outside.
I love you very much.
Love is a beautiful thing.
Sun is rising, it’s your day.

Crazy Picture: Eddie Butler


It’s half and half. Half black hair, half blond hair. Half long hair, half short hair. He doesn’t like his long hair. He wants his short hair back. We don’t know why.

The Rose



The stem that’s growing is from a rose stem. And that it’s just growing in water. It’s going to be planted outside and roses are going to grow on it! Well if we plant it out here where the goats are, they’ll probably eat it. How about if we plant out here next to the garlic? In between the garlic and the goats.
Roses are pretty, they smell nice, and they make your house smell fragrant.

Tina Cousin
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